I am Still in My Feelings for My Ex, I Wish He Were My Man, Just Like He is in My Dreams

I am still in love with my ex.

I need to clean my house again.

I wish I could call my ex, who's now my dream lover, and invite him over to cuddle me. But even when we were together I spent so much time waiting for him to call.

I broke up with him, I made myself hate him, it was such a tremendous effort. I was deeply hurt, but still wanted him.

Finally I stopped lying to myself, it's so easy to love him.

The funny thing is, when I hated him, I was around him all the time. Now that I want him, I barely can get a glimpse of his lovey smile.

So I continue to love him in my mind. I love him so tenderly. My dream lover, all I want is him next to me.

I miss his arms around me. I miss his warm understanding laugh. I miss making love to my handsome, handsome man.

So I guess I'll wait, as I did before, hoping on day soon he'll knock at my door.

My dream lover, please come soon. I feel this love inside of me bloom.

But till you come again, I'll contiue to love you in my dreams.

Good night, my love...